A Missing

Ya Allah, can I ask You something? - oh yeah, I know the answer is always. And this "something" is not so big, I promise. I'm just... missing someone... and I ask You to tell him about this. Yeah I miss him so much that I can't say to anybody. I'm not a kid anymore so I'm trying to not cry. NOT CRY. Yet I'm sorry, I can't do it. I often cry. Cry and cry when this feeling's going bad.

Just tell him, My Lord. Tell him that I miss him, I love him and I always pretend that he's aside when I'm lonely. Just tell him that I'm trying to be strong yet I've never been.

And tell him that I miss to call his name... Dad...